Next Steps

transitioning back to normal life has become increasingly difficult with the lessons learned. i don't know that i'll ever be the same again. i have gained a newfound appreciation for the love, compassion, and care i have been shown in the last 2 months and am relieved that i received best case scenario from the doctor's office. we're not out of the woods yet but it hasn't broken the threshold so i have a good chance of recovering. i won't lie and say i didn't almost start crying out of relief at the doctor's office. the last 3 weeks have been hell with nailbiting, sleepless anxiety. being faced with my mortality has brought a perspective i couldn't have imagined and now i am finding myself re-evaluating everything once again.