boring is better than the alternative.

life has become very stable as of late. it's nice. good job. good friends. good times. i guess i just never really thought i could be this content. haha. i think i was always trying to be something or do something that would distract me from personal strife/emotional hardship. as of late my mind has been filled with the next short story i want to write, or characters for the future novel challenge. . . what i need to do next for cinequest. . . and figuring out move in logistics. lol. somewhat boring/ho hum stuff. .. but better than being miserable and sad! i went swimming for the first time this season. it was refreshing. i can't wait to make use of the pool at the new place. 

i have gained a few running partners. i'm going to go on another eating well spree since it's getting harder to run the long distances eating garbage! angela comes to visit in 2 weeks!!! i haven't seen her since last august. Crazy. I have to say, she was the best friend I made in SD. If nothing else came from that wretched time, at least I found her. She was there for me completely and even though things fell apart towards the end, she was seriously my rock and I had no idea how I was going to get along without her. it's been tough in its own right. I miss San Diego for some things, like beach weather all the time, the fun and not so fun days at Gordon Biersch. I think I miss the life I made for myself. It wasnt much, it wasn't great, but it was mine.

Anyway, I start my first official position tomorrow. 9-6pm. Whoo. Not really lol. I mean I'm stoked to have the official contract and everything down, but now it all feels more real. Obligations and pressures are on. Wish me luck!!